CloudConnected

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Dark days, darker nights by CloudConnected, literature

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Dark days, darker nights

As I run Wind whispering in my ear I'm in desperate need Death behind me Welcome to my fear Hall of ebony Dying from this nightmare If I'm asleep, if you can see me Struggling to survive My mind, it's fighting for it's life Please take me away Bring me to your heavenly domain I'm being tormented Too young to die With wounded wings I cannot fly Always I knew There was an end But I'm watching my own death This world, may I keep her? No, I'm breathing my last breath I can't see what's in front Behind or to the side Whoever said "Death is the end of all pain" I know damn well they lied Horrid is this feeling Deep inside

Eternal Sleep by CloudConnected, literature

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Eternal Sleep

To the moon, I gazed As I lay bewildered and dazed An eternity, or maybe seconds passed The shadows of a forlorn forest Left my vision at last Wind blanketed the carpet of the world Through treetop gaps starlight unfurled Planet Earth talking through nature To the essence of life Bent dimensions of the minds eye Drowning me in eternal night Years of anguish, brung me here To this dark, corner of space As I lay still, breathing The crows flew to the sky As the world slept forever So did I

Happiness in me by CloudConnected, literature

Weightless by CloudConnected, literature

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Weightless

As you sit here and read my words Dive deep into my intellect Remember, these are just feelings And are not always correct Sometimes I feel bruised and broken Lying in the dirt Other times I feel outspoken Drowning in the hurt Right now I feel confused Angry at the bad words I've used They all seem to reverse on me Leaving me back where I started And at night, the dreams flow again Melancholic happiness or pain It feels more real than anything else More real than it is when I'm awake I bare the burden of every mistake And wear every smile at once An ocean of emotion And I break against the weight of the punch Maybe we're a

My brightest star by CloudConnected, literature

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My brightest star

I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing per

Once in a while by CloudConnected, literature

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Once in a while

I'm friends with someone I haven't properly met I'm friends with someone I won't forget I talk to someone Who makes me smile I talk to someone Once in a while I laugh with someone Our friendship is true I laugh with someone And that person is you You make me laugh I feel good when we talk You remind me of myself Well who I want to be Happy and free We should spend some time Just you and me Have a laugh Have a cry Do whatever and don't think why I'm glad I know you

Because you're gone by CloudConnected, literature

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Because you're gone

There's a heart on my desk The pen soaked through the paper Red pen, the crimson shade of heartache Because you're not here Because you're so far away Sometimes I look at the moon Just to have something in common with you It's like we've never met It's like all my wildest dreams inverted themselves and all the smiles I ever smiled rebuilt themselves into complete opposites of their former self, their glass tear shaped bodies impacting on the lowest floor of my deep emotional lovelorn dwelling, shattering into shards and pieces, unable to be put back together even by the most skilled wanderers of this spiritual universe Just because y

Stars by CloudConnected, literature

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Stars

Beside me, sits happiness, a mask or so I believe Maybe this happiness is temporary This laughter beside me, as I look at the sky Reminiscence of powder consumption Made by this unsignificant other As if it was daily talk of fruit But to non-believers of this category of abuse It's as dangerous as the noose And still I sit in longing, to be close To this left side happiness Although it is no great loss If the goal isn't attained This loneliness is stained with pain A constant simultaneous yearning and self disgust As my past issues are discussed With a veteran of fantasy and grief Movements made upon others Dulling my self be

Why is it? by CloudConnected, literature

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Why is it?

Why is it, when I die, you just laugh until you cry? Is it because of all the fun we had? All the good times Sadly left behind Why is it, when I cry, you don't always understand why? Is it because of all the pain I hide? Deeply in you I could confide Why is it, when I hurt, I'm alone feeling like dirt? Is it because I'm depressed? Let me sleep I want to rest Why is it, when you're not here, something is missing? Is it because you were more than you knew? Premature sunset Gold to blue Why is it, when I think of us, I'm confused and upset? Is it because I'm losing my mind? This slow fall Is all too kind Why is it, when I'm n

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New Zealand
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Current Residence: Home
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Operating System: XP Professional

Favourite Visual Artist

JRR Tolkien, Jesper Stromblad, Rickard Olausson

Favourite Movies

LOTR, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Sandlot Kids

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

In Flames, Soilwork, Vintersorg, Children of Bodom, Opeth, Edge of Sanity, Disarmonia Mundi!!!

Favourite Games

Counterstrike, Wolf ET

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PC or Gamecube

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My thoughts, and a keyboard

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CloudConnected

Oct 10, 2011

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Seven years and two months since my last journal entry. Sweet jesus. Ummmm. Guitar. Recording. Earthquakes. Single life. Masters thesis. Sensor networks. Decode the Design. Sybreed. Chasm. Death Wave. Gym. Weights. Rugby World Cup. Chips. Beers. Vegetarianism. Movies. Manga History books. J-Horror. Irreversible. Vildhjarta. 9/11 documentaries. Carl Sagan. The Secret History of the Global Finanical Collapse. Disarmonia Mundi. Breach the Void. Python scripts. C++. OMNeT++. LyX editor. Haruki Murakami. Reaper DAW. POD Farm. Schecter C-7 Hellraiser. 5150mk1. reFX Nexus. LePou Legion. LeCab. Starcraft II. Skype nights. Webcam. Jakob live. Mono l

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CloudConnected

Aug 12, 2004

Thursday 12th of August

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Man, things have been pretty sweet lately. School is going pretty good, my band has been working on a new song, talking to a certain friend heaps (you know who you are!). I got recommended an extremely awesome band, they have become my favourite very quickly (thanks Rickard). Just got back from the gym earlier, I will be sure to write some more poems sometime soon, maybe this weekend. Everything is all good. =)

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CloudConnected

Jul 21, 2004

Thursday, 22nd of July

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Well so far the week has been pretty sweet. School was really slack today and I didn't have to do much. Been talking with quite a few friends and things have been good. Hoping for more page views in the future. It's like 12:41am here and I'm heading off to bed soon. I played heaps of guitar earlier and made up some cool stuff. Band practice is coming up in the weekend and my friend is making a rough recording of us so he can go away and work on ideas for producing our EP/single type release. Should be very cool.

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JadedDreams1

Jan 21, 2013

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Scarved

Aug 11, 2004

Hey there dude!!! Rickard here!!!

you should check out my latest piece!! hehe i want to hear your comment on it!!

cya on msn and stay metal!! \\m//

CloudConnected

Jul 18, 2004

Well if my stuff is worth commenting on I must be doing pretty good.

Guitarsinger

Jul 18, 2004

oh...you're new! well welcome! I feel kind of bad now for the extremely detailed and rather critical anaylsis I gave you. I hope you are not offended. Most people on this site don't do that, as you will find out. I just find that when I find something that is actually worth commenting on I better write them a good one becasue they put time into writing it (usually). Enjoy your stay!